• qooqie@lemmy.world
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    1 year ago

    It was never the right time, also haven’t thought of her in years.

    1. We met in chem lab and it was a fucking amazing time every week her smile made every week so worth it.
    2. That lasted the year and I finally felt the courage to ask her but summer was starting
    3. She came back with a boyfriend.
    4. Her classes started being very different and she did more sorority activities so it was hard to hang out ever.
    5. She breaks up with that boyfriend but it’s already senior year and she was going to grad school in Texas and I was going elsewhere.
    6. We give each other big hugs and say goodbye on the last day cementing it as a forever “what if I had more courage?”

    She was the only what if for me tbh, I haven’t thought of her in years as said. Hope she’s doing well, but it’s important to always move on from this stuff lol. Don’t hang onto it, if it was going to work it would have