i am fucking beat.
as i said a while back im a programmer but currently the market is in crisis and i got fire and remained unemployed for almost a year, so i went to work in the factory to at least not run out of money in difficult times we are facing.
i was never a athletic person, even as a kid when playing outside always had week constitution, run slow, tired easily, shit coordination and never got better.
i applied for a job in a shoe factory, and got put in storage and man, labor sucks major ass. it porly organized so a lot of work was overdue and the rhythm was frenetic, slowed by outdated software and so on.
anyway, perhaps this is the cue for me getting my shit together and study hard for public employment, less physically tiring and better pay.
my time working in a factory was similarly crushing, though, i always believed that if the job had paid well enough and considered me as a person and not a number on the floor, i would prefer manual labor over the mindless white collar shit i’m doing now. but we’ll never be in a position where labor workers are compensated entirely for the body and soul crushing work they’re expected to do, so i’ll never be in a factory again.
hopefully, anyway.